Fish and chips anyone?!Je veux!

THANK GOD!!!! AFTER TODAYS 2hr of lecture from my father.... (ahahah and id dint sleep )
topics on
1)solat
2)education
3) why he buy land in m'sia
4) jobs
5)

and the most touching is that he give up the degree course for malay language and use the money for our education... :(
wow... he would actually do that..

oh and i've finally found out my monthly allowance is 200$

lets calculate
everymonth..
200/4=50 per week
10 per day.. only week ends.

oh wait no minus telephone bill and concession..uhmm 50+30=80
200-80=120
120/4=30
30 per week
:/
okay 5 per day then.
i spent 1 dolar aday ahah if schoolig uh
4x5=20
20x4=80
okay so i can save 80 per month maximum ahha

right anyway..
moving on...

oh and im gonna take maths tution for A maths.. due to some constraint in poly maths... :/

okay uhmm what else.. oh my father mention about how we pray will make our blood flow better

oh and why he bought land in m'sia is because.. it's singapore cannot expand.. and singapore is pro chinese so yeah..
and he even mention about when father and mother are gone.. is up to us to decide whether or not to sell the hse...
then divide the money..
roughtly each of us get..
(total money)/6
yes i have 5 brothers
approx.. uhhmm 200k?

yeah so thats our starting capital...
so in other words... m'sia like the treasure chest lah.. not in a form of money.. but in building form jer..

yeah

then he talk about job..
then he told us he's the not competition type!!!

EUREKA!!!! ahahha

so that's the REASON WHY I DONT LIKE TO COMPETE

ho ho ho it's in my blood already
so let's not compete and let god decide where i should go(telling myself)

anyway about jobs... he said.. not to go under mass communication like all those for fame only... he said.. rather do somethign special..( i think he's telling me dont be a pilot son!) hahah
hmm just let god decide lah eh..
oh and ftaher prefered me tocontinue aerospace..
woooookay..

okay thats about the lecture

and today i wokeup at 10 .. takde kerje.. thought they coming to swim tapi overslep..so mendak klua.. abeh raining tau so i bring my hoodie.. check2 saaap.. panas terik gilbabs

haha jums zach,.. then zach..... lepak and dunno do what.. then gi rumah faliq jam :) had a great time..

tmr got class outing.. i see liek nobody go jer.. so u know lah eh.. if got better plans.. then i go for the better plan

right

thats all.. and tonight dont think i'm going out..

bye

9:57 PM

EUREKA!!! NOW I KNOW WHERE I GOT MY INTEREST FOR MUSIC!!
MY MOM!! SHE TOLD ME WHILE IN KL !!SHE PLAYS PIANO!!! WOAHHHH!!! GOt THIS CHRISTMAST NEY SNG THEN SHE TELL HOW SHE USED TO PLAY THE SONGS!! I LOVE YOU MANY MANY MOM AHHAHA!
BUT WHERES THE PIANO EH?:((

BUUY PIANO UH I WANT PLAY/LEARRNNN!!!

haha

OH AND I"M HOOK to this song.

i love this song!! the chorus!! and especially the bridge!!
bruised and scarredby mayday parade

It all goes back to the first kiss

It was the one I thought I'd never miss

Maybe we were one of the lucky ones

Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough

This was supposed to be the easy part

But breaking down is what I found hard

Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in

Inside I feel like screaming

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one

But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away

I'm finding out in the hardest way

The consequence of every mistake I've ever made

Baby what's it like to be alone?

(Baby, what's it like to be alone)

I don't want to know, I don't want to know

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one

But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away

So baby be honest

Is this what you wanted?

We lost what we started

And found out much more than we want to know

(More than we want to know)

About how we're letting go

(About how we're letting go)

So baby be honest

Is this what you wanted?

We lost what we started

And found out much more than we want to know

I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away

ANNNNDDD THIS ONE!!

CENTER OF ATTENTION

Center Of Attention

Jennifer, the party's over
I didn't think you'd make it though the night
Everybody's gone but you're alright
Sweetie now obviously
You know it's not obvious to me
But it's not plain enough to see

You're falling baby
I've been waiting
You took the long way home
In that dress, it makes me crazy
I'm not the only one
It's cold outside
Keep your heart open wide
Save it for somebody who cares
Somebody who cares

Jennifer, the weekend's over
But at least you made it though with style
It all comes together after a while
Tell me baby is it hard to admit
Do you remember what you did?
Where we've been?

You're falling baby
I've been waiting
You took the long way home
In that dress, it makes me crazy
I'm not the only one
It's cold outside
Keep your heart open wide
Save it for somebody who cares

You don't have to walk alone tonight
I don't have to be a gentleman
You don't have to say a single word
Or make believe that we could be just friends

You're falling baby
I've been waiting
You took the long way home
In that dress, it makes me crazy
I'm not the only one
It's cold outside
Keep your heart open wide
Save it for somebody who cares
Somebody who cares
Somebody who cares

nowadays we've been practicing our vocals! as for my case.. back up vocals:)

and i can see like wtf!

need practice.. not consistent jer hahah
yay!

no i'm that good lah.. but the thing is.. everybody can u just need to believe in ur self:)

p.s you're too young to decide now...:) go explore the world!!and have fun with other guys, find out their personalities.:) all the best!
guess i've to find a new one ...

12:39 AM

ALL TIime low- JAsey Rae

Lights out,
I still hear the rain,
These images that fill my head,
Now keep my fingers from making mistakes,
Tell my voice what it takes,
To speak up,
Speak up,
and keep my conscience clean when I wake.

Don't make this easy,
I want you to mean it,
Jasey. (Say you'll mean it)
You're dressed to kill,
I'm calling you out, don't waste your time on me.

Now there's an aching in my back;
a stabbing pain that says I lack,
the common sense and confidence,
to bring an end to promises,
that I make in times of desperate conversation.
Hoping my night could be better than theirs in the end.
Just say when.

Don't make this easy,
I want you to mean it,
Jasey (Say you'll mean it).
You're dressed to kill,
I'm calling you out, don't waste your time on me.

I've never told a lie,
and that makes me a liar,
I've never made a bet,
but we gamble with desire,
I've never lit a match,
with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames
are getting out of control.
Call me a name,
Kill me with words,
Forget about me,
It's what I deserve.
I was your chance,
to get out of this town,
but I ditched the car,
and left you to,

Wait outside I,
Hope the air will serve to remind you,
that my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath,
and my words are as timed as the beating in my chest. (Da da da da da da da da da).

Mayday Parade-Still Breathing :)

Give me any reason to believe
'Cause I swear I'm done here
'Cause I've seen a bigger picture
And I'm looking for some answers

Tell me that it's worth it
'Cause I'm doing all I can to fight it
And I've never been this scared
And my moment's finally here

Time's racing
(Please slow down)
I gotta find my way out
I'm hopeless
(But hoping)
My lungs won't fail me now
'Cause I'm still breathing

It's hard to be a man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed
'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing

Promise me some dignity
If I were to stand and die here
'Cause my heart is somewhere else
It's a pain I've never felt

Time's racing
(Please slow down)
I gotta find my way out
I'm hopeless
(But hoping)
My lungs won't fail me now
'Cause I'm still breathing

It's hard to be a man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed
'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing

Where do we all find love?
Where do we all find love?

It's hard to be your man
But I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed
(I'm still breathing)
'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own
(I'm still breathing)
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing

12:19 PM